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[Apr. 19th, 2005|01:11 pm] |
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Well, its been kinda gay recently... Im sick of having no money and the fucking workers comp people wont send out a friggin check on time. I dont think that there is anything that should stop them from sending it out.. I need to get My permit and stuff, Im hoping that the check comes today so i can get my permit tomorrow... After my physical therapy session. |
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[Apr. 13th, 2005|12:23 pm] |
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My arm is really killing me.. I have no idea why.. It was feeling good and i have no idea why! Well as you all know i broke my arm had surgery and stuff but it was starting to feel good... Then i went to physical therapy and since then its been killing me.. I've been watching the show HOUSE MD on fox that comes on after american idol. Its a really good show and it kinda makes me wanna be a doctor.. but i dont wanna go through all of the years of college. But there is still a slim chance that if i get my ged and stuff i can do it.. Im definitly going to college and i dont know whats going to happen.. im still single as always and i guess that its gonna be that way for a while.. And im not complaining right now.. |
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| OMG! |
[Apr. 10th, 2005|01:45 pm] |
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| |  Arm hurts :( | ] |
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| | The Doors; Love me two times | ] |
Last night was fucking crazy.. I had no idea what the hell was going on.. First thing was that i was already messed up, And i decided to go out in my yard and get even more messed up. but then out of fucking nowhere while in the middle of smoking a bowl i hear screaming and cursing from the front of the house. all i did was walk to the front and i was gonna tell them to keep it down.. Next thing i know, lauren, a girl that jon used to hook up with was out front with her bf screaming and cursing.. Things happend arguments ensued and then it was squashed.. Then i smoked more, drank a little and then came in and listened to music while passing out at 430 am. |
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| Doing nothing. |
[Mar. 9th, 2005|05:16 am] |
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Im doing absolutly nothing except sitting here being bored lol... I need to go and do something interesting like sleep.. Anywho lol i made a " Myspace" 2 days ago.. Noone seems to want to talk to me lol, Maybe i really am wierd like some people have said about me.. I tend to think im normal in most senses except when it comes to getting girls lol.... Im definitly different when it comes to that, Im illiterate in that sense.. Anywho, Im hoping someone on myspace talks to me lol i need to meet some new people, All my friends never wanna come out and its gettin really old... Booooo not coming out on weekdays! |
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| Oh man. |
[Feb. 28th, 2005|09:48 pm] |
Wow today was crazy. I had to be in work at 9 which sucked... And tomorrow i gotta open so its even worse. The snow hit us pretty hard but could've been worse so im happy about it. Also i smoked a bit tonight and i had alot of fun.. My mom bought new computer speakers.. BOSE! :) They are the shit... also she made some awesome gravy. :P But now im probably gonna go spark another L. Enjoy guys sorry i haven't updated in forever!!! Also to you guys at work supporting a friendship between everyone. Thanks! |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2004|12:42 am] |
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Its getting closer and closer to christmas and i have no shopping done.. I am gonna go crazy tomorrow with all the presents that i am going to be buying. Jeez. So whats up, i wanna know whats been happening in everyones life. As it grows nearer and nearer to the new year i realize that i have noone to kiss when it comes time, I have noone special to me to spend it with. You know how much that it sucks to never have anyone to kiss on newyears at midnight.. It blows. |
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[Nov. 30th, 2004|12:49 am] |
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Hello.. I dont wanna be the bearer of bad news so im gonna make it fast.. Im 19 as of 2 days ago... It wasn't the best birthday ever but the people i was with tried to make it the best they could.. Matt slept over like always but you know i like it when hes here, Its like having your bestfriend with you at all times. Well the eve of my bday i got ditched but its all good now because everyone was drunk and it only takes me a couple days to let shit slide. Heh another thing that pissed me off that i dont think im ever gonna let slide is the fact that my father, The person who supposedly loves me so much didnt call me on my bday, It totally ruined my day.. On a lighter note, Reid, Bean, Melissa, Dave, Matt, Alisha, And my mom made my day on the 28th pretty fun we sung on a karaoke game, we watched dawn of the dead and then me matt and aj stalked jon to the diner... Heh. Well just wanted to tell you whassup and i wanted to say that there is someone in my life that i would like to get to know better than i have ever known that person. Bye all enjoy your day. |
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[Nov. 13th, 2004|12:15 am] |
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| | pessimistic | ] |
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| | Meshuggah future breed machine | ] |
Time Is just a barrier.
A barrier created to help us make the day go by.
We wish for the day to be over,
but in truth only make it go slower.
A watched pot never boils,
And a constantly wanted love life does the same.
I've wanted for my life to boil for so long,
But the only thing that happens is the prolongment of it all.
The only thing i can do is turn my face and wait,
Wait for the pitiful thing i call my life to come to and interesting boil. |
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[Nov. 4th, 2004|06:30 pm] |
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| |  scared | ] |
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| | The strokes Whatever happened | ] |
Hewwo,
Today really sucked, I woke up did nothing, Still ate nothing, And there is nothing to eat cause my fridge isnt getting replaced till tomorrow morning. Any who, There was some really fucked up shit going on in the past 2 days... Melissa is making trouble for everyone and fucking her cousin is gonna shoot jon in the chest or something because of what she says.. I found out that she told parker and chuck and all that jon beats her and chokes her.. But i know from being with him all the time and living in the same house as her that he dosen't. The most hes done is called her what she acts like.. And if she didn't act that way, She wouldnt get called those names.. So i dont know what she wants out of it all.. Why she wants to put my family in danger, why she likes all the trouble... She tells the councilors at school that my mom kicked her out and that she has nowhere to live and that she wants to be put in a home.. Well miss melissa if you didnt FUCKING cause SO MANY problems WITH YOURSELF and OTHERS you wouldn't be getting ASKED to move out or go back to peachies... Basically all you had to do is fucking BE NORMAL AND STOP STARTING SHIT! I got pete kieth the peret ferret in my room on my tv.. Thanks for that dani.., Anywho im gonna go upstairs or something .. cyas all later. |
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| Vote |
[Nov. 2nd, 2004|04:30 pm] |
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| |  thankful | ] |
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| | Dare you to move. | ] |
I think that it is important for people to vote, There is no reason that if you are 18 and registered that you shouldn't vote... No matter who you vote for there is going to be a feeling of being needed in that vote... Just think of how much would be messed up if noone votes. All of the people in america should vote for the simple fact that we have the choice of who our leaders are.. We have the choice of what happens.. We Have a choice, And we have a vote that counts, every single vote counts so get out there and vote...
Go Kerry:Edwards |
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| Just feelin down |
[Oct. 28th, 2004|12:51 am] |
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| | depressed | ] |
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| | Alter bridge ( The new Crappier Creed) | ] |
Did you ever wish that sometimes you could die
But the only thing that kept you from doing it was the people left behind?
When was the last time you hoped that someone would walk into you life?
Someone that was going to tell you that it would be alright.
I hate the way that I am
The feelings that lay dormant inside starting to emerge
I dont like the person that i am going to become when its done.
I hate the looks people give me when i walk down the street
I wish i could dismember my feelings and throw them all away.
Sometimes i just wish it would be over, the struggle of life.
The hope that i had is now gone, Just let it be over with. |
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| Gay |
[Oct. 27th, 2004|05:59 pm] |
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| | restless | ] |
Im getting ready to eat some dinner, Its like 6 o clock.. I had some time to think about what i am going to do in my life and i still don't quite have the answers... Today was pretty boring, I got up watched some maury and cleaned my room.. But when i have something to talk about i'll write it in Cya. |
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| Just got in |
[Oct. 26th, 2004|01:08 am] |
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I just got in its about 1:10am and im makin some chinese food.. I got rejected for my job at blockbuster, cause i failed their idiotic personality test that says wether the computer thinks you are blockbuster material or not.. So looks like im staying at mcdonalds for now.. Heh peace goodfellas, see ya lata |
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